There is moment when you're longing for someone that you feel as if every part of you is being shattered into pieces ,i think it's a reaction made by your body cause it doesn't want to feel the pain of missing someone so instead it creates a physical pain to distract you,still this pain or that is unbearable so hurting that you wish to just lose feeling or take some kind of drug to let  you sleep long to lose or forget the pain....

Nothing is worst than being in dear need to talk to someone yet there is no one to listen,and what's even worse is when the only person who can listen is the exact one who you can't talk to,it's really killing and frustrating like you're left alone in this world...

Am I asking for too much if I say ,I wish to see you in my dreams cause I just want to forget everything and go to another world,to be relieved and to regain strength ,Yes pleeeeeeeeeeease come....

How come that someone who had once been in the highest place turn to be  a childish,immature and selfish person, who turns from being intimate and caring to someone very cold and far that dare to block you from life,was I being too harsh that you couldn't handle or accept this but let me tell you that this was nothing to what you've done, I just wanted you to feel a bit of your actions but if you couldn't accept it then  I want to say that I am sorry to have once thought about you as a mature and caring person, a brother and a friend that   I admired,cause you didn't deserve this position given to you...

احلى حاجة فى الدنيا لما تبقى مخنوق اوى وفجأة ربنا يبعتلك حاجة غير متوقعة تفرحك اوى وتغير مودك عشان تفتكر ديما تقول الحمد لله وتبقى واثق ان نهاية كل ضيق فرج باذن الله ونهاية كل ضلمة نور ان شاء الله, الحمد لله....

Right now it feels like a huge stone is lying on my chest,I don't know why but it's too heavy and suffocating , I really wanna travel away fom home alone for some time,to relax and rest my head a bit,yarab

Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, I've missed you soooooooooooooo much ,yarab