Saturday, June 30, 2012



SJ finally baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack just in time, missed you soooooooo so much

I hate you rito when you become so emotional, cause I don't what to do or how to control you, you are really detestable so stop being like this.

Friday, June 29, 2012

I want to write but don't know what to write because I am too empty, confused or just don't know, so I just wanted to mention that there are persons who make me laugh from the bottom of my heart and others who bring me also the best laugh but always accompanied with tears ,why I don't know and I really would love to know. Another thing I just want to have an empty mind I hate this self that thinks too much, if I just stop thinking but I hope there will be something to stop me,and at last is it too much too have high standards or extraordinary expectations, yarab why have I seen those best it's too hard for me....

Tuesday, June 26, 2012



ياااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااا أول ماشوفتكو انهردة حسيت انكو وحشتووووووووووووووووووووونى اوى كتير خالصmiss you gdn yarab ashofko b2a 

Tuesday, June 12, 2012



There is a moment when you feel empty,just empty with no feelings inside,neither sadness nor joy,you can't laugh and at the same time you can't cry,it's just emptiness,and you feel yourself like a machine or a doll only reacting to people's actions,and your face is just as empty and lifeless,just if I were to know the reason...........

Saturday, June 9, 2012

It's said that those who don't learn from their mistakes are stupid,so I guess I am not only stupid no tooooooooooo stupid,I am tired of me that never learn and keep on hurting herself ....hope you'll learn from now on...
وكما هى الحال دائما,تحطم حلمى على صخرة الواقع....آآآآآآآآآآآآآآآآآآآآآآآآآآآآآآآآآآآآآآآآآآآآآآآآآه يا حلمى مكنش يومك مكنت قاعد وكويس ومرتاح  لازم يعنى تخرج برة أديك ادمرت شوف بقى هترجعلى إزاى.....آه ما كنت طيب و حبوب و معيشنى الآمال الكبرى..........أنا اللى استاهل...

Thursday, June 7, 2012


HAPPY SEVENTH ANNIVERSARY SS, YOU'LL ALWAYS BE MY FAVORIT EVER EVER.... 


عجبا لكى يا نفسى,ففى لحظة تضحكين ملء السماء وتمتلئين فرحا و أملا,وبعدها بلحظات تسقط دموعك دون سبب أو مبرر...إييييه انتى مجنونة ولا عبيطة ,شكلك هابلة..بس إعملى حسابك لو متعدلتيش هضربك أيوة ناس متجيش غير بالسك....

Tuesday, June 5, 2012


تأتى أوقات نتمنى لو كان بإمكاننا فقط إفراغ هذه المشاعر والتخلص منها,كما لو أننا وعاء يفرغ ما بداخله ليكون أخف. وفى أحيان أخرى نتمنى لو نجد ذلك الشخص الذى يستطيع إفراغ تلك المشاعر,لكن للأسف هم دائما كالحاضر الغائب لا نجده فى أشد أوقات إحتياجنا له...فقط لو نجد هذا الشخص....

Sunday, June 3, 2012


SS501 reunites as one for Kyu Jong’s fanmeet

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With the members of SS501 busy with their own individual activities, the public has been unable to see the group together since 2010.
However, Triple S fans in Seoul were able to see the five members all together this weekend, whenHyun JoongYoung SaengJung Min and Hyung Jun made special plans to attend Kyu Jong‘s final fanmeet before his army enlistment.
According to reports, Hyun Joong flew in after hosting his own fanmeet in China, and Jung Min looked on from the audience for unannounced reasons.
While Kyu Jong’s enlistment means that SS501 cannot be fully active as five until 2014, many Triple S fans have been ecstatic about finally seeing the group together for the first time in two years. The five-man fanmeet energized Triple S fans around the world, with Hyun Joong reassuring, ”SS501 will never disband, so please wait for us!”
Although official photos have yet to be released, online fan communities and social media websites have exploded with messages, with the hashtag #SS501Reunited reportedly trending on Twitter in Indonesia, Singapore and other parts of Southeast Asia for some time. Fanmeet attendees have also begun to post photos of the five men together at the event  on the internet, sharing the experience with eager Triple S fans worldwide.
In related news, Young Saeng just made his solo comeback on Inkigayo last night with his latest song, “Crying“, and Hyun Joong recently topped Oricon’s DVD chart as the second international solo artist since Michael Jackson,
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SJ are baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack!! heeeeeeeeeee,so extremely happy,SJ fighting :)

Saturday, June 2, 2012



You know I love you so much, but I start getting tired because of this burst of emotions you awake in me,these emotions which aren't expressible and at the same time fighting to flow away and get out,but unfortunately they fail to.Yet sometime they just win over me and tears start to fall without a stop or an end, I am in this state now with so many feelings in but no way out....

Friday, June 1, 2012

لكم انتظرنا تلك الصدفة التى فد تجمعنا بهم أو على الاقل تسمح لنا برؤيتهم من بعيد, لنطمئن أنهم لازالو هناك يعيشون بخير,حتى ولو كانت تلك الصدفة مؤلمة فيما بعد فهى ستظل أمنية عزيزة مدفونة بداخلنا بانتظار حدوثها..........