Sometimes I just hate having those wonderful,beautiful dreams ,then just wake up to find the real world.It's because those dreams take me to wonderful places and feelings that I hate returning to reality.I do wish if there was a machine to turn dreams into reality.Although they give me great feelings but when I wake up I become very angry and tension for losing this beauty,yet in the end they are useful at other times...

تبا لهذا الكبرياء الذى يجعلنا نضحك و نبتسم ,بينما بداخلنا قلب يعتصر ألما سببه من نحبهم و مع ذلك نستمر فى الابتسام لنحافظ على هذا الكبرياء....

You may be my ideal type and I may have found in you the best and what I like the most but in the end you are just an illusion or better a beautiful dream that I have lived in for some time but now I have to get up. You'll remain as my best but just as an idol no more ,this way everything will get to its place again..

I don't know if this was for my good or bad,that whenever I am feeling down I find you in front of me ,in some way or another which really help me a lot, yet I remain in the same question; Is this good or bad, so I'll just rely on god to do something about this , YARAAAAB.

دائما ما ننتظر اشخاص لا نعرفهم ولم نرهم من قبل, لأننا على ثقة من أنهم سيحدثون تغييرا فى حياتنا وربما استطاعوا ملء مكان بقى فارغا لسنوات طويلة بانتظارهم.....

The most difficult thing for me ,is when I have certain feelings that I dare not say to any one even to myself, because I fear that it might cling more to my head,when I don't want it to.Therefore my only solution is to keep theses feelings in the farthest place of my brain,like burying them away ,hoping that it might help, but I don't know if this is right or not?

I just wanted to say one thing, "need you soooooo much", cause this is so hard and tiring and irritating but just yarab get this out.....It's thanks to a certain person who get me in this mood but isa I'll be better , it's just hard when you feel like certain people never change which gives me a headeche, I'll try to overcome this.

Today for the second time in my life , i have a dream about someone who I really needed, because today was such a bad day I was in need for that person so much ,then he appeared in my dream. Of course that was my mind but at least it helped in giving me some peace of mind and made my mood better. It's strange that such a trivial thing can change a lot of things.