What can I do else? I am out of clue, I can't get you out of mind instead it's getting worse as time goes by.

Why do I feel your presence that much, as if your're next to me, why can't I stop those tears whenever I remember you and those feelings that are about to burst my heart out. Really I have never been like that before and I can't figure out how I became like that, is it too much to say that I just want you beside me now.

I am beyond tired and frustrated because in the end I know nothing will happen and here I am again like a fool allowed my feelings fall for another person who'll never feel.