Is it painful to be sad,of course it's,but it's even sadder to be in pain that you can't share others their happiness.Yesterday I was like this so sad and frustrated that in the middle of all the good things and atmosphere around me,I couldn't be happy, rather I wanted to run very far away to cry and get this out,but I couldn't.I stayed in this condition the whole night,despite the fact that every thing around me was beautiful and cheerful,but the fact that you weren't there kept being a burden on my heart I couldn't lift...although now I feel like I am exaggerating but these were my feelings yesterday,so is this exaggeration or not still don't know?!!