I feel tired of my great expectations of always looking for the best or it's not the best ,it's just what I like and want to have, however everyone tries to convince me that these are unreal and like hallucinations.I might have believed so too just if I have not seen these expectations in someone,although I know this person is not for me,but his presence gave me hope and me just hope to find someone like him.I was really surprised to find someone to meet my hopes but at the end it's like a dream,however it gave me hope for the better, and for my dream to come true one day...yes I feel like being in a cage or to put it better a dream,I know this dream is not real and the cage is refraining me but I like it so much and don't wanna escape, may be because I know that this is safer or because reality is always worse, I just wanna know will I ever escape this or find a way out of it,.................