It has been a very tiring week since I had this awkward  and strange phone call,I barely sleep at night and I became ill.This is very bad and irritating, cause although there's just one person that can understand my feelings but can't offer a solution to my confusion. So can someone love for years with  no words , keeping oneself apart to avoid that love! It's very hard and unbelievable but reality can be more strange than fiction and imagination. However el7 god always send me something that relief that pain a little like this wonderful series "WILD ROMANCE" and SJ and SS songs that can always bring up my mood and release my trapped tears,so whenever a door gets closed a window is opened