I am out of words yet I want to write something cause am a bit suffocated why,I don't know,I am just suffocated and all I want to do is to listen to music and stay in bed ,but this wrong,totally wrong.I think I need them again to give me a push forward as they have always done,yes it was only you who could push and help ;why I still don't know but anyway thank you to the end,i am always grateful...