Why did I do this stupid thing? But actually it was you who has driven me to this point, you've brought me to the point that 'i wanna say stop I can't take this any more and can't live in this confusion more,specially when you say this has nothing to do with feelings it's just mere words i like, So I had to say no these are not mere words cause I am not a feeling-less person who won't be moved no matter what, else you should know that every word should not be said unless we mean it. Yet again, I can't take this any longer, my life has stopped at this point when I sent you the message; i keep repeating the moment again and again telling myself that I shouldn't have done this but in the end what can I do now, how can I amend this, please for just one time in your life and our relationship take the initiative and be understanding, even if my words were to harsh for you...