So what's this?!why am I like this? I am in a very good mood, smiling and happy,yet deep deep down in my heart there seems to be a continuous pain,that doesn't disappear and can't be even be calmed by my good mood. I am sick of this state and I want to end it,really wish if I could get you out of there my heart,because your pain is unbearable to me any more, cause I want to enjoy my life and time not to be disturbed by you every single moment, so please I beg you stop this or at least find a solution...I want to be relieved of this pain pleaaaaase...