I want to write but don't know what to write because I am too empty, confused or just don't know, so I just wanted to mention that there are persons who make me laugh from the bottom of my heart and others who bring me also the best laugh but always accompanied with tears ,why I don't know and I really would love to know. Another thing I just want to have an empty mind I hate this self that thinks too much, if I just stop thinking but I hope there will be something to stop me,and at last is it too much too have high standards or extraordinary expectations, yarab why have I seen those best it's too hard for me....