I am still waiting and still missing.....but I don't know for how long I can hold

    I know I don't have the right to, but still I miss you...

I miss you every day, moment,and second, why is that , why that just when I end talking with you I miss you, it's so complicated for me because I don't know if this is real or just a need i have right now and will be gone.However, these days I feel like I am entering a dangerous place, like I am making my own grave, but I don't know how to stop cause I don't want lose you again, also I like those conversations a lot....I know some hints are being placed in front of me right now but you've to say it out loud else some time from now I might not be here anymore..so pls say it and let's end this struggle.